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Lonely Part 2

  • Nov. 23rd, 2009 at 8:33 PM

You've been away a while. It would have been nice to have heard your voice.

I hate these sleepless nights without your safety

Hurt by You (And Not Surprised)

  • Nov. 8th, 2009 at 9:23 PM

I told you everything.
Everything.
And still, she (x2) is more important. Even though you swear it's me.

So y'know what? Whatever.

Lonely

  • Oct. 20th, 2009 at 3:16 PM

So I've been feeling really down and lonely recently. I wish I had you to talk to. The only person that listens, I promised I'd stop telling. And now I'm back to being lonely again.

I'm making a list here, of all the things that make me feel better
  • Hearing Buble come on in work
  • A good cupcake
  • Moomins
  • Neck kisses
  • Jimmy Eat World
  • Reading stories I wrote forever ago

  • Mood: sad

Tearing Me

  • Sep. 12th, 2009 at 1:02 PM

I'm a bit mucked up just now. I'm in hate with myself and a lot of people around me. I don't know what to do.
  • Mood: confused

Hurting

  • Sep. 10th, 2009 at 11:31 PM

People give other people labels all the time, and it seems the label I gave you isn't quite fitting anymore.
You are a liar. And you're malicious.
Manipulative I may be, but I'd never do that to you.
I wish you could wake up and see your life for what it really is, because believe me, I'm awake, and I hate what I see, but hey - at least I can admit I'm a prick.
What about you?

  • Mood: disappointed

Shiver

  • Jun. 3rd, 2009 at 10:12 PM

I'm irritable these days. Mood swing central. I cried at a little girl on TV and laughed at a horror film.

I'm so proud of you, I really am. I want you to be proud of me, too. But I can't seem to help myself from being a fool. I'm not going to hurt you. You'll hurt me first.

Why?

  • May. 6th, 2009 at 12:48 PM

I thought I'd be pleased that this magazine's finally done. I thought I'd be pleased that I got to see pretty much everyone I love last night. I thought I'd just, be pleased. But I'm scared, more than anything. I don't know why, and I wish I did.

You're letting me down all the time. I don't want him to do it, too.

  • Mood: blah

Conflicting

  • Apr. 16th, 2009 at 5:27 PM

I am in such a weird mood right now. In a weird reality, actually. I've been looking over the year, last April to now, and I feel like it's been such a giant waste of time. What the hell was I thinking? Love was a mistake. Sensible was a mistake. Hell, insanity is a fucking mistake.

I am never falling in love again. Quote me on that later.

And now, now I'm caught between not knowing, and knowing perfectly fine but not accepting it.
  • Mood: contemplative
  • Music:This Love - Maroon 5

Umbrella

  • Nov. 26th, 2008 at 3:38 PM

It's raining at the moment, I don't fancy going out in it too much, but it'll be worth it to see him. I've just been sleeping all of today, and I feel like that's really all I spend my time doing. Sleeping and letting the world go by. If I didn't feel so stressed all the time, I wouldn't mind this approach.
  • Mood: hopeful
  • Music:Jonas Brothers - Lovebug

Time

  • Nov. 24th, 2008 at 2:50 PM

I can't believe how much time's passed since I've been on this damn thing. It seems like a pretty good idea now, though.

I completely hate the way things are. I hate how much of a screw up I am and I hate how I have no idea how to change that. The past's never looked so inviting before. It's funny because, we were listening to something in work the other night, and it's like, the whole of 2006 flashed through my mind, or something. Damn, I miss that a lot.

This is Karma slapping me in the face, and this is me going 'thanks Karma, I probably deserved that.' Which of course, is true.

Blargh.

  • Mood: cold
  • Music:Scream - Avenged Sevenfold

oh bloody hell

  • Jan. 8th, 2007 at 7:20 PM

school tomorrow, joy, joy joy. cannot be arsed.

ok so, we technically started today. i just wasn't there.

yummm not long till nightmare of you. brandon reilly, more yum.
and also, the grimleys is on tonight (i am that sad that i search the t.v. guide till i find it)

x
  • Location:homee
  • Mood: blah
  • Music:dopesick couples on the lower east side - nightmare of you

it's almost christmas

  • Dec. 21st, 2006 at 10:58 PM

so yea, i can't believe we only have a few days left. but my fall out boy tickets came today so i'm uber happy. i cannot wait, like actually. fall out boy and nightmare of you, just two of the many things to look forward to in the coming year.

thankfully it's the last day of school tomorrow, about bloody time. and after sunday i'm not working till thursday. ace!

  • Location:home
  • Mood: happy
  • Music:she's perfect - jimmy eat world